Thursday, February 24, 2011

Feb 23, 2011

Lol well Idk how I went from stuffed to starving so fast but this week it is back to stuffed. The Branch came to our suppport and has provided us with meals for the next 2 weeks and they are planning on continuing to feed us everyday of every week even though the branch pres said no. But finally the english ward called us so we have been eating 2 dinners every day this week. But starting today we will just be eating with the spanish branch.
We had an interesting experience last night. So Renee is 9 years old and was supposed to be baptized this coming tuesday so we stopped by to confirm plans and see how things are. We brought their home teacher who they really like just to have a member with us. When the dad answered the door he was really angry. He invited us in and we sat down with him and his wife. They explained how their baby had been in the hospital all weekend (we had known because we stopped by to offer our service) and how she had called a member of the branch pres. to come give the baby a blessing. The person said he would and then never showed up. She called the releif society pres and asked for meals because she was in the hosptal the whole time. Nobody came to help. She was soo mad and hurt that nobody came to help them. She and her husband told us that they would never come to church again and that their son Renee would not be baptized. Things were looking down. Then with a few inspired words from the member we brought everything changed. He said, "People are not perfect, especially leaders, and you cannot expect them to be perfect". He told them how leaders are usually very busy and cannot always get to everything but that doesnt mean they dont care. The spirit was so strong. Then he testified about how important it is for Renee to make the baptismal covenants and to have his dad baptize him. They paused and thought and said we will come back to church and we want to go to the temple. Renee will be baptized monday (earlier than expected). We walked out of that lesson wondering what had just happened and how the spirit of the conversation changed so fast.
    Two more really cool spiritual experiences I had this week. The first was last friday while checking up on a potential investigator. it was about 8pm and the inv was not there so we were walking back and I got an impression to stop. I stopped looked around and looked at the house that was to my left. "Knock that door" came the feeling. Elder F asked what I was doing and I told him we needed to knock that door. We went up and knock and a man answered. We talked for a few minutes and then at the end he said, "I want you to teach my family, come back sunday at 3".  The second story, we were knocking doors in a condo complex. We would knock about 1 or 2 doors a building and just ask if they knew of anyone that spoke spanish in the complex. We had gone through about half the buildings when Elder F suggested that we leave. I agreed and we were about to leave when the impression pretty strong almost as if I had heard an actual voice say "Not yet (dont leave) there is someone here for you" I again stopped and looked at the complexes in front of me and took a step to the left, the voice came again "Go right" I immediately walked to the back right complex and we began to knock all the doors in the complex, something we had not done previously. In the last door in the top right a man answered. He said come in come in. We walked in and we sat down on the couch, there was a lady in the chair across from us. He was american but she was from Bolivia. She looked at us and said. "You are here for a reason". I asked her what she meant and she told us that she is a member, served a mission and is still very active. He is a member too but has been less active since he was 14 (both were about 40). They were dating and he was trying to come back to church and trying to gain a testimony for himself but it just wasnt working. She told us how 5 min earlier they had been talking and she had said we need the missionaries to come by and teach you. 5 min later we came knocking on the door. We had never been in this condo complex before and to be there at the exact moment she needed us was nothing but inspiried. We talked about his struggles and shared some scriptures to help him. He then asked us how we knew it was true and if our new converts ever struggled. We told them yes we all struggle, people think so short minded as if baptism is the end, but it is only the begining and after baptism our eyes are set on the temple and its hard for new memebers to realize the ultimate goal of an eternal family. We told him he was not alone. Then she asked us to share our conversion story. Elder F shared his, a powerful story of how he had made some dumb mistakes was doing somethings wrong and one day desired to know and to change and how he read and got on his knees and recieved a powerful answer. She then asked for mine and my story is a lot different that his. I related how I had always grown up in the church, tried to do the right things, how my family was always doing what they needed to do. How I read the book of Mormon to get my spiritual confirmation, you know that powerful confirmation that it is all true, that confirmation everyone talks about. I told him how when I finished the Book I got on my knees and prayed my heart out, desiring this confirmation and.... nothing. I had reiceved nothing, no answer no powerful "YES TAYLOR IT'S TRUE". This left me wondered what had happened. Then I was touched by the spirit as it told me, "do you need that confirmation?" I thought on that and realized how I didn't need that powerful yes. I knew the church was true already. I had seen how the church and the teachings of Jesus Christ had changed my life and how I had seen it in my families life too. I realized I have always known the church was true, I had always known Joseph Smith was a prophet and Heavenly Fathe knew I knew and he knew I didn't need that powerful witness and so I wasn't going to get a witness I didn't need. I testified to him that I knew the church was true, I didn't know exactly why it was true, but I knew it was and I could not deny it. After both our stories everyone was in tears. We ended with a prayer and told him we would come back to teach him and check up on how he is doing. Walking out of that condo I realized the importance of listening to the Holy Ghost, because as missionaries the message we bring is the answer to peoples prayer and if we are not listening then we may have just cost someone an answer to a heart pled cry for help.
   Other than that the week was great, we worked our butts of in the pouring rain/snow wed and sat. When none of our investigators came to church we thought we had worked so hard and recieved nothing in return. We were wrong! In gospel principles class were 2 new people who had come to learn more about our church. The one was a lady who soaked in every minnute of class and afterwards came up to us and told us to teach her more and she wanted to learn. The other man (no relation to the lady) introduced himself in Preisthood meeting and said (spanish of course)"Hi, my name is Fred. I was Jehovah's Witness for 20 years, but always thought that there was something more to the Bible but my religion held me back from learning more. I got a copy of the Book of Mormon 2 weeks ago and I am in Moroni and will finish it today, I know the church is true and Joseph Smith is a prophet and I am glad to be here today." Elder F and I looked at each other baffled. We talked to him afterwards and set up and appt to teach him.
    It was a great week where I have really learned of the blessings our Heavenly Father has prepared for us as long as we ask and work for them. The church is true! I know it is! I love you all and have a great week.
 
Love,
Elder Jolly

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